First moments.

I arrived in Stockholm fine. The flight was amazing, to see the clouds and the sea underneath was breathtaking! Then the good news came- they lost my luggage =D I laugh at it now, but then it was just irritating. I knew Kristina (my boss=)) was waiting for me in the Central station. I let her know what happened and then sent her another sms asking her to call me since my phone doesn't let me call out in foreign countries. Kristina gave my address to the luggage claim desk. Then I got another sms from her saying that she could come to Arlanda but it takes time. And when I wanted to answer that I'm fine and I'm on my way already there was no money on my phone. Yippi. And she didn't call anymore. All the way to the center I was praying that she would stay put. The hall in the central station is huge. Really. I was trying to find her but she was nowhere to be seen. So I just asked two local girls if they would let me use their phone for a quick call. I met Kristina 3 minutes later. Thank you, helpful girls!=)

She took me to my apartment I will be sharing with Tadas and Alyona. I'll post some pictures of it later, when we have managed to make it more homey and more like us ;) It takes me about an hour to get to work.

After that we went to the center again to eat and buy me some needed things. I ate only 2/3 of my food, I didn't have any appetite, still. I got some breakfast for the morning and a shampoo, tooth brush and paste. And then I got home. It was very difficult. I felt lonely and alone. Everything at once. I opened my computer since it was the only company I had, the pictures everyone gave me as a memory were of course in the luggage. I didn't sleep in my future bed room but on the couch in the living room, with the light on, with the music in my computer playing. It felt safer that way. I woke up at 7:20 with the intent to have a shower. But guess what- my intelligence stops at the bathroom. I couldn't switch the tab water to shower. I tried everything but nothing worked so I didn't get the really needed shower. I tried to have breakfast and ate some bites but unfortunately most of it found it's way to the toilet. Then at 8:33 I went towards my work place. Took me a bit longer than expected but I made it =) It will be easier in the future!

Today's lunch didn't really go down either. I wonder when this feeling of discomfort passes. Alyona and Tadas arrive on Monday, maybe then? It should pass sooner, since I'm already feeling weak and nausiated and my migraine threatens to return. Luckily my luggage should reach the office in the next couple of hours. I'll make myself a really hot bath tonight to reload. Tomorrow I will spend the day with Kristina in Ikea =) Will be fun =)

Hugs!